Litta Hauker, Melita, Vivi Nerini, Durga Chandra, Lucia, Luna, Seikeena… I have many names.
I’m multiple personality creature with peter pan syndrom.
I love fantasy, rock, poetry, RPG, India, theater, performance art, art in general, love, pot, beer, dancing, singing, sex, sleep, Occult….
I hate stress, stupid and bigoted people, primitive people, depression, pressure and haste, what the fuck is wrong with people
I’m in my mid twenties, from Zagreb, Croatia
No experience, no job, will work for peace
I am Triple Threat
I’m acting at the Drama Studio “Echo”
I’m singing in the Indian choir “Hindi Divas”
I’m dancing in the school of Indian dance “Radhe Syam”


* I am a girl.
* I am shorter than 5’4.
* I have many scars.
* I have a tattoo.
* I am self-conscious about my appearance.
* I’ve had braces.
* I wear glasses.
* I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
* I’ve sworn at my parents.
* I want to have kids someday.
* I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
* I almost always do my homework.
* I’ve missed a week or more of school.
* I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
* Disney movies still make me cry.
* I’ve peed from laughing.
* I’ve snorted while laughing.
* I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
* I’ve had my pants rip in public.

* I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
* I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
* I’ve had chicken pox.

* I’ve been to Europe.
* I’ve gotten lost in my city.
* I’ve seen a shooting star.
* I’ve wished on a shooting star.
* I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
* I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
* I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
* I’ve gone skinny dipping.
* I’ve played spin the bottle.
* I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

* I’ve been in a play.
* I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
* I’ve played chicken.
* I’ve played a prank on someone.
* I’ve ridden in a taxi.

* I miss someone right now.
* I have a fear of abandonment.
* I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
* I’ve told someone I didn’t like/love them when I did.
* I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
* I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
* I’ve had a crush on a teacher.

* I’ve been kissed in the rain.
* I’ve hugged a stranger.
* I have kissed a stranger.
* I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
* I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
* I am keeping a secret from the world.
* I’ve cheated while playing a game.
* I’ve cheated on a test.
* I’ve witnessed a crime.
* I’ve consumed alcohol.
* I’ve passed out from drinking.
* I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

* I’ve taken pain killers when I didn’t need them.
* I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
* I have been diagnosed with Clinical Depression.
* I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
* I shut others out.
* I’ve taken anti-depressants.
* I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
* I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
* I’ve woken up crying.
* I’ve planned my own suicide.
* I’ve attempted suicide.
* I own an iPod or MP3 player.
* I like girls.
* I like guys.
* I’ve been in more than one Near Death Experience.
* I have been accused of something that I never did.

I am an only child.
I am addicted to MySpace. Twitter/Tumblr/Facebook/BBM
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have caller ID on my phone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.

I love to cook.
I love sleeping.
I love shopping.
I miss someone right now.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I strongly dislike math.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am tired.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I’d date Harry Potter or Ronald Weasley.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I think music is life.

i avoid some people on purpose.
ive cheated.
ive thought about cheating.
i actually like the way i look most of the time.
ive been swimming in an ocean.
ive been swimming in a lake.
i have pets.
i love meeting new people.
my best friend is a boy.
i dont remember the last time i mailed a letter.
i drink milk almost every day.
ive kissed someone in a bathroom.
ive kissed someone in bed.
ive kissed someone at school.
ive kissed someone i just met.
ive kissed a good friend.
i like to read.

ive had a crush on someone 5+ years older.
i love pizza.
i actually love going grocery shopping.
i love to travel.
i wish i had time to watch more movies.
i miss being a little kid.
my room is almost always messy.
im listening to music right now.
music helps me work.
the last person i texted was a boy.
i secretly love cartoons.
i am dating someone.
i used to play with barbies.
i collect something.
i know what syncopation is.
i need to charge my phone.
i have a huge crush on someone right now.
ive kissed someone within the last 24 hours.
ive eaten something weird.
im an extremely picky eater.
i remember the last party i went to.

people say im funny.
people say im pretty.
ive been told that i have gorgeous eyes.
my hair is up right now.
i remember the last time i went to the doctor.
i wear glasses.
i have a facebook.
i showered last night.
someone i know has had cancer.
people tell me that i have good hair.
people tell me that they like my clothes.
i wish i had some money right now.
i need a job.
ive kissed someone in front of my parents.
ive kissed someone on new years.
i love halloween.
i remember the last time i tripped.
i can see a picture of me from where im sitting.
im kinda scared of the dark.
its hard to sleep without a blanket.
i played soccer when i was little.
my ears are pierced.
i plan on having some kids.
i still get an allowance.
i curse a lot.
i have an accent.
i know someone in a band.
i can sing really well.
i can dance really well.
i suck at math.
i recycle.
i am pro-choice.
i want to get a tattoo.
ive slapped someone.
ive punched someone.
ive been told that i have a nice butt.
i can speak another language.
i am fluent in another language.
ive been told that i cant dance.
i have a sweet tattoo.
i believe in gods.
ive traveled across the country.
like to waste time.
i like to sleep.
i keep a journal.
my first kiss kinda sucked.
i think gay marriage should be legal.
ive never gotten my nails done.
i love sappy movies.
i love horror movies.
i love musicals.
i miss my boyfriend.
i havent talked to my best friend all day.

people tell me that im short.
sometimes my socks dont match.
im a procrastinator.
im not like everyone else.
i like strawberries.
i hate it when people are rude.
i love when boys hold doors open.
ive kissed 2+ people in one day.
ive had a boy sleep over at my house.
i smoke.
i havent been to disney world.
ive passed out from drinking.
i get angry easily.
im so laid back.
i love getting new shoes.
ive been in love before.
i gave someone their fist kiss.
ive been to a funeral this year.
i liked this survey a lot.
i should probably do something productive now.

I miss somebody right now
I dont watch TV these days
I wear glasses or contact lenses
I love to play video games
I’ve tried marijuana
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
I’m paranoid sometimes
I like the way I look
I have a lot of mood swings
I have a lot of friends
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I love to shop
Enjoy window shopping
I don’t hate anyone
I have a cell phone
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
I’ve rejected someone before
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life
I want to have children in the future
I’m not allergic to anything
I have a lot to learn
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
I have tried alcohol before
I would die for my best friends
I am comfortable with who I am right now
I walk barefoot wherever i can
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream
I’m proficient in a musical instrument
I hate office jobs
I love sci-fi movies
I think water rules
I want to go to college out of state
I love kisses
I can pick up things with my toes
I have ridden/owned a horse

I still have every journal I’ve never written in
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
I have a tattoo
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is
I’m an artist
I only clean my room when necessary
I like a person of the same sex
I love being happy
I am an adrenaline junkie

I don’t understand how people can wear clothes that aren’t comfortable.
I haven’t been to the beach in over a year now.
I’ve seen a musical live on stage.
I’m not afraid to admit that I still have demons from my past.
I can’t sit on the computer in silence - there needs to be music or something on in the background.
I currently have a massive pile of books that I want to read.
My favorite band was formed before I was even born.
I much prefer dark chocolate to white chocolate.
It really annoys me when people try and shove their beliefs down my throat.

I download movies, music and TV shows illegally, simply because I can’t afford to buy them.
I haven’t flown on a plane in over eight months.
I find it pretty easy to entertain myself so long as I have access to books or the internet.
I can’t resist warm chocolate chip cookies.
There are things in my past that I don’t think I’ll ever get over.
If my parents knew even half of my secrets, they’d be heartbroken.

I take showers in the morning
I love bubble baths
I have never watched “American Idol”
I’ve seen an episode of “The O.C.”
I love rock music
I like to draw
I live in the past way too much
I know at least one word in Spanish
I know at least one word in French
No one can tell me who I can and cannot love
My longest relationship lasted longer than one year
I can sing well
I love hugs
I own a pair of Converse

I have more than 30 CDs
My dog is my best friend
I laugh at my own jokes
I love laughing uncontrollably
I’ve laughed so hard before, I was on the floor
I love cereal
I have music playing constantly
I own a piece of the opposite sex’s clothing
I believe in miracles
I know how to speak a language (fluently) that most people wouldn’t understand
I get headaches a lot
I have a headache right now
I can’t leave the house without my cell phone
I’m addicted to chocolate
I’m addicted to coffee
Within the last year, a person has changed my life
My room is too messy
I like to write

I’m loud
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I like to fight
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee

I’m shorter than 5’5
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewlery at all times
I wear glasses
I’ve had braces
I straighten my hair often
My ears are pierced
I have small feet

I’m in a relationship now
I’ve been in love more than two times
I have a best friend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I can trust at least five people with my life
I’ve been on a train
I’ve left the state/province
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve been in some sort of club
I’ve won an award
I’ve been in a physical fight
I listen to rock
I hate the radio
I download music
I’ve seen and like House
I’ve seen and like 24
I’ve seen and like CSI
I get along with both of my parents
I’ve sworn at my parents
I’ve made my parents cry

I’ve cut my hair in the past year
I’ve had black
I’ve been red
I’ve been brown
I’ve had purple/pink
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair
I’ve straightened my hair
I’ve braided my hair

I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed another class
A teacher has called my parents
I’ve been caught skipping


How do you prove that you exist? Maybe we don` t exist…
Que sera, sera
Who dares, wins
Seize the day
Make love, not war
You don´t need a reason to help people
Fear my soul, for it knows no terror

Looking out through the tears that bind me
my heart bleeds that you may find me .. or at least that I can
forget and be numb, but I can’t stop, the words still come:
I LOVE YOU

